An Online Notebook

An Online Notebook
By L.S.Ward

Saturday, January 23, 2010

Peace of Mind


Christ has died...
I guess they saw it in his eye's
Pain that shoots right threw the soul
I felt like that about nine years old
And don't need no new prospective
I just want some introspection
I just want Some...

Well Christ has risen yet,
Still I was still cold I'd like to
Spill my heart If I may be so bold
While time is wasted on things I
Was chasing as hard as I try these
Memories won't erase oh the symphony
he played for me is eternal you see my head
My heart my soul is free cause...

Christ has risen
After he had died I guess they saw it
In his eye's a peace that flows
Right threw the soul now that I have it
Back my is story told and I don't need
Prospective I just some introspection
I just want peace of mind....

Sunday, January 17, 2010

waiting for may


On, a bench in a park, awaiting
may in the dark...and the beating
of my heart sounds like arrows
missing mark, daggers drawn, to my dismay they just may last till
dawn, my mind spins, sometimes
I'm lightning, repetition is not
exciting, one plus one equaling
two, is right...but not enlightening,
speak a new truth, and only let you
use you, if you don't you lose you,
and why are we are this way, on
this I'll ponder and pray dreaming
with new eye's waiting for may

Simple Logic


(Two Paths One Choice)

Thought gives power to sense gives power
to focus gives power to discipline gives
power to one gives power to another...

Thought gives power to sense gives power to ego gives power to corruption gives power to only one gives power destroy....

We are bent but not broken


We are bent but not broken
outside pretending inside hoping,
we wander alone sometimes or sit in
sadness, say silly me to feel these needs banging my brain like madness, there is no need, to consume and feed upon sins and such birthed from greed, cause many women and men had died so we could plant the these seeds, and if you heed it will shape our future indeed, so when words from your mouth are spoken remember always remember we are bent, but not broken....

Thursday, January 14, 2010

Desperate Heartbeat

Time was drifting down this lonely
street I was walking had no friends
around but felt like talking saw her
standing there so boldly glanced my
way and this she told me desperate
heartbeat dance upon me hold me
close and kiss me softly desperate
heartbeat do you truly and really
want me well can't I have you or
Will you taunt me pull me close
don't let me go cause I don't want
to hurt a soul no I just want to rock
and roll so pray for pleasure make
this better after all is through
can I call you!

Love I Could Consume

Singing slow a song I'd give her
Floating down this lonely river
Would you kiss me locking lips we
Lose the time in perfect passion
Stocked in love we have lots to
Ration Shake and rock the helicopter
Spinning slowly I won't drop her
Bounced around this crowded room
I pray for love i could consume
Almost there I think I taste you
Thank the lord your mother made you
OH my word dear just to know you
I'd give this life for once to hold
Oh you know got me waiting
man of prayer but faith is fading
You oh you know you got me waiting
Man at prayer but faith is fading
Shake and rock the helicopter
Spinning slowly i won't drop her
Bounced around this crowed room
I pray for love I could consume

Too many drinks lately

And still dreaming of you i stumble forward,my fear whispered doubt and emotions screamed delight,couldn't capture the wind, but a heart, that i might,sing me not a song of sorrow, like a beggar asking
aristocracies a buck to borrow,I'm here hear listen I've not gone, I'm in the same position and was I just wondering if you'd come along,Dave sang slow on the radio don't let me go in truth it is not fair i could consume your kiss Quicker than,air well i loved and lived ,gone and came to give,this my dream, what does it mean?oh! don't listen to me lady,it seems maybe I've had a bit too many...drinks lately