An Online Notebook

An Online Notebook
By L.S.Ward

Saturday, January 23, 2010

Peace of Mind


Christ has died...
I guess they saw it in his eye's
Pain that shoots right threw the soul
I felt like that about nine years old
And don't need no new prospective
I just want some introspection
I just want Some...

Well Christ has risen yet,
Still I was still cold I'd like to
Spill my heart If I may be so bold
While time is wasted on things I
Was chasing as hard as I try these
Memories won't erase oh the symphony
he played for me is eternal you see my head
My heart my soul is free cause...

Christ has risen
After he had died I guess they saw it
In his eye's a peace that flows
Right threw the soul now that I have it
Back my is story told and I don't need
Prospective I just some introspection
I just want peace of mind....

Sunday, January 17, 2010

waiting for may


On, a bench in a park, awaiting
may in the dark...and the beating
of my heart sounds like arrows
missing mark, daggers drawn, to my dismay they just may last till
dawn, my mind spins, sometimes
I'm lightning, repetition is not
exciting, one plus one equaling
two, is right...but not enlightening,
speak a new truth, and only let you
use you, if you don't you lose you,
and why are we are this way, on
this I'll ponder and pray dreaming
with new eye's waiting for may

Simple Logic


(Two Paths One Choice)

Thought gives power to sense gives power
to focus gives power to discipline gives
power to one gives power to another...

Thought gives power to sense gives power to ego gives power to corruption gives power to only one gives power destroy....

We are bent but not broken


We are bent but not broken
outside pretending inside hoping,
we wander alone sometimes or sit in
sadness, say silly me to feel these needs banging my brain like madness, there is no need, to consume and feed upon sins and such birthed from greed, cause many women and men had died so we could plant the these seeds, and if you heed it will shape our future indeed, so when words from your mouth are spoken remember always remember we are bent, but not broken....

Thursday, January 14, 2010

Desperate Heartbeat

Time was drifting down this lonely
street I was walking had no friends
around but felt like talking saw her
standing there so boldly glanced my
way and this she told me desperate
heartbeat dance upon me hold me
close and kiss me softly desperate
heartbeat do you truly and really
want me well can't I have you or
Will you taunt me pull me close
don't let me go cause I don't want
to hurt a soul no I just want to rock
and roll so pray for pleasure make
this better after all is through
can I call you!

Love I Could Consume

Singing slow a song I'd give her
Floating down this lonely river
Would you kiss me locking lips we
Lose the time in perfect passion
Stocked in love we have lots to
Ration Shake and rock the helicopter
Spinning slowly I won't drop her
Bounced around this crowded room
I pray for love i could consume
Almost there I think I taste you
Thank the lord your mother made you
OH my word dear just to know you
I'd give this life for once to hold
Oh you know got me waiting
man of prayer but faith is fading
You oh you know you got me waiting
Man at prayer but faith is fading
Shake and rock the helicopter
Spinning slowly i won't drop her
Bounced around this crowed room
I pray for love I could consume

Too many drinks lately

And still dreaming of you i stumble forward,my fear whispered doubt and emotions screamed delight,couldn't capture the wind, but a heart, that i might,sing me not a song of sorrow, like a beggar asking
aristocracies a buck to borrow,I'm here hear listen I've not gone, I'm in the same position and was I just wondering if you'd come along,Dave sang slow on the radio don't let me go in truth it is not fair i could consume your kiss Quicker than,air well i loved and lived ,gone and came to give,this my dream, what does it mean?oh! don't listen to me lady,it seems maybe I've had a bit too many...drinks lately






Beautiful Days & Beautiful Nights


Beautiful days and beautiful nights with beautiful moments make a beautiful life, so love this light which brings such pretty sights at such a pretty price to be precise, upon closer inspection strife makes spice, oh so tasty if I myself gave you the pretty feelings you felt could you bring yourself to replace me, if I lose season for any old reason then do what you must if you must and I'll be leaving but still be loving you till the day I'm not breathing, but your beautiful right, so have beautiful days and beautiful nights with beautiful moments have a beautiful life

Wild Hearts


wild hearts where do they stumble, dancing fancy free as the glass world shatters and crumbles, even rose petals fall, life is nothing if not worth living after all, so tap dance on a rainbow swing so hard you break your ankle, see the son sire of the stars, father of our fate bring fire to us all, Prometheus, ah desire to not fall, oh graces if you have patients, you will find yourself connected to creations, beauty,like water after a deep thirst, so soothing, moving, on I'm gone I'm good I'm grooving, groovy, so just shoot me, the smile of a cutie, one I could spark the night with truly, cause the night teaches many arts but no lessons needed for those of wilds hearts

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Dizzy Spell

Dizzy spell after spinning,
no one knows it but the world she is ending,with little reverence for the severance I swear to you not a yard stick could measure it, ah the discomfort of truth found often in youth what say you to this sweet Sayer of sooth,hidden in the proof, mark to be missed, but if fired by steady hands by an arrow the target shall be kissed, oh what is the worth in us waiting,while the world is here on thin ice skating, and if your body a universe be what worlds are you creating, you twinkle twinkle like little stars but who knows, truly what you are, if there is a diamond in the sky,you will never reach it if you don't try